Rainy Insomnia

I always feel rain helps me sleep. Not today. Teeth gnash and I see nothing but clarity in the dark. Wishing for sunlight I hear downpour and soft snoring by my side. I have no tired, no energetic but no choice. Can't sleep filling pages. Feels brilliant to hold a pen without direction and just bleed all over the page. I smell the ozone background of these droplets and I am thinking about old friends and youth. Holidays are rough and each year brings more and more traumatic stories but we need to put them on a page and respect the memories we have.
Starting new projects and taking time for my own work. The timing could not be more perfect. Universe smiles down.